beautiful liar February 4, 2008

as if i cant see truth in your eyes
you continue on with your lies
erasing every reason
that i thought necessary to stay
but i guess im to blame
because i remain
thru terrible truths
i play the game
and your not yet matured mind
wins… again and again and again
the power of death
lies in the tongue
like the fugees, youre killing my softly
and [...]

letter to a baby…unborn June 5, 2007

ripped.. pulled..stolen
from the only life line
that you knew existed.
taken away from
the only comfort
that you had ever met
and who’s fault is it??
her’s or his?
he wasn’t there
and you would have suffered
without him
but you didn’t have to live
with him
so do you hate her
or do you despise him??
you were seperated
from the only security that you had found
the only air [...]

getting rid of ‘you’ May 15, 2007

i’ve made up my mind
i’m leaving you behind
and something better
is what i hope to find
you’ve sat collecting dust
and taking up space
your stresses are drawing lines
that completely cover my face
and im tired of holding on to you
when all you do is bring me down
and i am now the champion
i’ll win this time around
some things just aren’t [...]

fear of forgiveness April 10, 2007

She stands… five foot four [and a half]
but she feels so miniture
like less than the lady they said she has become
but if they could only see thru her
they would know
that her heart was on the verge of coming undone
because at that very moment
she had to tell them the one thing
that they probably would hate her [...]

why lie March 23, 2007

the world that i live in
cant accept truth
and so we cover it up
and toss it aside
as tho hiding it
is not half as bad
as tellin a lie
and we all question why
so I put out a thought
from my point of view
and i warn you ahead of time
my vision aint 20/20
but sometimes we lie
just so that we can [...]