im trying August 24, 2007

constantly praying to God
not for things that i need
but thanking Him continously
for watching out for me
and thats why it kinda sucks
that im going through all this mess
trying to focus on him
and forget about the rest
but some days things get hard
and i want to run and hide
i know that i am a conqueror
but somedays i feel [...]

once again, friends August 20, 2007

days are now long gone
years have invaded our space
tears that you once cried
have left stains on your face
and i am forced to think about time we’ve missed
through years of battles
and emotional wars
through fights and quarrels
and smiles
that accentuate a few good memories
here we are
life has matured us
and taught  us how to forgive one another
i said somethings [...]

when you look back August 16, 2007

A late night conversation
that neither of them was expecting
she didn’t expect for him to call
and he didn’t expect for her to answer
but when he heard her voice
the only thing he could say was::
when you think back to those days
i hope you smile
because we’ve shared some memories
and good times
and laughs
that will last a lifetime.
and when you [...]

she smiles August 13, 2007

she smiles
tho tears fall
and heart hurt
she still smiles
looking in the eyes
of the only person
that she has ever loved
and she says goodbye
she smiles
but her heart is breaking
and her legs are shaking
because this a lifeline
that she doesn’t want to pull
because when she disconnects
for a few seconds
she’ll be out of breath
but still she smiles
and onlooker wonder why
after losing [...]

another try July 23, 2007

 i dont want this to be like
anything that you have ever
experienced before
this needs to be new
cause we, my love, are improved
and through silence
every thing has been said
so there’s no need for you
to continue to be mad
lets forget about the bad
lets just get to know one another
again
learn to love
again
learn to forgive
for the last time.
maybe if we [...]

…i pray… May 19, 2007

bowed down on knees
that no longer have strength to stand
and I reach with all my strength
but I cant seem to reach ya hand
My vision is blurred from tears
that i cant seem to stop
I’m trying to earn ya favor
cause without it I’m shot
there’s no way that i can make it
If you dont intervene
I know i say i [...]

with each strand May 17, 2007

with each strand
that fell to the ground
she died
her life was taken
stolen
by something
no one no where
could control
with every strand
that sat on top of her pillow
staring at her when morning came
she lost a piece
of what she used to be
with every strand
that effortlessly
pulled its way from her scalp
she let go
of what she tried so hard to hold on [...]

getting rid of ‘you’ May 15, 2007

i’ve made up my mind
i’m leaving you behind
and something better
is what i hope to find
you’ve sat collecting dust
and taking up space
your stresses are drawing lines
that completely cover my face
and im tired of holding on to you
when all you do is bring me down
and i am now the champion
i’ll win this time around
some things just aren’t [...]