old you October 16, 2007

if i could go anywhere
i’d go back in time
when nothing mattered
and we were living the life
i would go back to the craziness
if it meant seeing a smile on your face
because you are not yourself
and no one could take your place
i would go back to the days, rather the nights
that we sat on my rooftop
and we [...]

once again, friends August 20, 2007

days are now long gone
years have invaded our space
tears that you once cried
have left stains on your face
and i am forced to think about time we’ve missed
through years of battles
and emotional wars
through fights and quarrels
and smiles
that accentuate a few good memories
here we are
life has matured us
and taught  us how to forgive one another
i said somethings [...]

when you look back August 16, 2007

A late night conversation
that neither of them was expecting
she didn’t expect for him to call
and he didn’t expect for her to answer
but when he heard her voice
the only thing he could say was::
when you think back to those days
i hope you smile
because we’ve shared some memories
and good times
and laughs
that will last a lifetime.
and when you [...]

Letter to an Angel May 25, 2007

i wrote you a letter
two nights in a row
but I didnt know heaven’s address
and so i sat them to the side
neatly folded.
and I purposed to record
all the stories that you’ve missed
over the years.
and I even remembered
to buy the yarn that you like
so maybe if you get bored
you can make blankets for the angels,
and while you’re at it
you can [...]

when you go May 24, 2007

I dont know
when you’ll fly away
to a better place
and I’m not to sure
when you’ll bid your farewell
with a smiling face
and I question
constantly
when you’ll leave in my heart
an aching space
but i know that now
you are here
and now you are well
so i’ll jump into your arms
and i’ll give you kisses
that you dont want
and I’ll sit upon your [...]

back in the day May 9, 2007

I remember
Back then
The love was so for real
and nothing could stop us
but ourselves
and I guess that’s what you get
when you put me and you together
we were inseperable
one in the same
if i was water
you were ice
i was so quick to spill
but you kept me solid
and everyonce in a while
you would find yourself
melting into me
you dared me [...]

April 23, 2007

i look back at life
&& the way it has been
&& smiles come to my face
not because it was always easy
but because i made it through
the few tough spots
&& in the end
joy is what i got
&& i think i owe some of that to you
cause you were the one that prayed
&& you made sure
i was well [...]

springtime bliss April 13, 2007

Our hearts come together
and seperate
like branches on a tree
naked in the cold
and the only thing
that beautifies
is the changing of seasons
and spring time bliss
for the introduction to summer
is as pure and innocent
as our very first kiss
and i reminisce
because just as nature yearns
for buds to blossom
i sit impatiently waiting
for love to emerge
and perfect itself
for in this season
love [...]