Archive for the 'freedom' Category

marking calendars
May 22, 2007

i count days
marking calendars
not knowing
only hoping
that tomorrow comes for me
and i look into beautiful brown eyes
see pure reflections
of the sun’s rise
and i wonder what to call this thing
there are plenty of forces
that draw me in
pumpin sweet juice
throughout my vains
causing my heart
to somehow give way
to optimisms that embrace
and once again i fall in love
not with the [...]

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getting rid of ‘you’
May 15, 2007

i’ve made up my mind
i’m leaving you behind
and something better
is what i hope to find
you’ve sat collecting dust
and taking up space
your stresses are drawing lines
that completely cover my face
and im tired of holding on to you
when all you do is bring me down
and i am now the champion
i’ll win this time around
some things just aren’t [...]

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i’m running away
May 3, 2007

I wish I could just run
and never ever stop
until i’m looking happyness in the face
and I wanna just keep going
til I’m far away from this place
just cause I dont know
how much more i can take
i’m really about to break
not giving up
or really throwing in the towel
i just need to be free
i need some time for [...]

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change
April 12, 2007

it aint the same
every single day people seem to change
and I wonder when it all went wrong
Everyday is a struggle
and yet I make it thru
and I never glorify myself
cause to Him the glory is due
but when I look around
i get discouraged
when did sex and babies
come before marriage?
when did we stop caring
this sin fill life that [...]

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fear of forgiveness
April 10, 2007

She stands… five foot four [and a half]
but she feels so miniture
like less than the lady they said she has become
but if they could only see thru her
they would know
that her heart was on the verge of coming undone
because at that very moment
she had to tell them the one thing
that they probably would hate her [...]

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freedom run
March 28, 2007

he runs
as if death is chasing him
but death is what he runs towards
never looking back
because what is behind him
is his worst enemy
and war is not an option
at least not right now
he runs
in search of the one thing
that has taken
his One Thing
and they all go behind him
but determination
now despises them
so somewhere back there
they stopped
but he doesnt [...]

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