[RIP Brielle] September 4, 2007

it’s crazy how life is
and how things can just be
how one day some one can be here
and the next day everybody saying R.I.P
Just to look around and witness
so many affected by her lost
this is the great life that we live
and this, my friends, is what it costs
my eyes are burning tremendously
from holding back raging cries
every [...]

she smiles August 13, 2007

she smiles
tho tears fall
and heart hurt
she still smiles
looking in the eyes
of the only person
that she has ever loved
and she says goodbye
she smiles
but her heart is breaking
and her legs are shaking
because this a lifeline
that she doesn’t want to pull
because when she disconnects
for a few seconds
she’ll be out of breath
but still she smiles
and onlooker wonder why
after losing [...]

letter to a baby…unborn June 5, 2007

ripped.. pulled..stolen
from the only life line
that you knew existed.
taken away from
the only comfort
that you had ever met
and who’s fault is it??
her’s or his?
he wasn’t there
and you would have suffered
without him
but you didn’t have to live
with him
so do you hate her
or do you despise him??
you were seperated
from the only security that you had found
the only air [...]

when you go May 24, 2007

I dont know
when you’ll fly away
to a better place
and I’m not to sure
when you’ll bid your farewell
with a smiling face
and I question
constantly
when you’ll leave in my heart
an aching space
but i know that now
you are here
and now you are well
so i’ll jump into your arms
and i’ll give you kisses
that you dont want
and I’ll sit upon your [...]