if i could write you a letter…

dear you

hello my love

to whome it may concern

to the one

who has shattered fragile spaces

with words left unsaid

to the one

whose frightening silence

has birthed a new pain

if i could write you a letter

the salutation would stop abruptly

at exactly 6 pages long

because the things you mean to me

would go on and on and on

if i could write you a letter

up from no where

words would emerge

in order to adequately express

the pain and the joy that coincide

when your face appears in my thoughts

apologies would mix with proposals

im sorry for loving you so much

but im begging you to stay

and im sorry if my heart

gets in your way

but you can rest your spirit in my soul

if i could write you letter

served more as a plea

because without you

my heart cant beat

my world cant go on

and my soul is incomplete

if i could write you a letter

my heart would write the words

because thats the only way

you’ll understand my hurt

my pain

my love

my sacrifice

but i cant write you a letter

because my heart has no address